MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE

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Ghosts

Spent the night chasing ghosts. Silly ghosts that live in PHP... and would play nice with Firefox, but haunted the inhabitants of Internet Explorer'ville endlessly. Probably a good thing, because those inhabitants deserve to be haunted - forever, for all of the grief they have caused me.

But these ghosts needed to be eliminated. Initially, it seemed like a playful ghost, something that could be fixed with a few little changes - Slimer. A couple hours later, it felt like the Stay-Puff Marshmallow man.

Then, like Egon Spengler (i'm not gonna google it. i'm trusting my memory), Nan showed up with some good ideas. We crossed the streams, and hopped into Ecto-One.... and then it was fixed.

Take that ghost.

Its cold tonight. Like 10C cold. Just checked Dashboard. its 7C cold. Last weekend felt like August, now it feels like October. Seems like summer just disappeared. That fleeting feeling will come too soon - no need for it now. Reminded me again, to stop chasing ghosts, and spend more time lying in the grass. Ghosts are afraid of the grass, and the sun, and park benches under trees.

The weather and all of this talk of metaphysical ghosts makes me feel like reading Pirsig again. Maybe I will.

Bring on the weekend

This weekend is gonna be good. Not sure why yet. Beautiful weather and nothing planned.

Started this morning with the Beastie Boys vs Ratatat..... So smooth

Maybe I'll buy some furniture. Or write some PHP. Or do laundry.

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Today has been a day of daydreaming. My focus is off, but not entirely. Just like I could tweak the aperture and keep everything sharp if I wanted... but I have chosen not to.

Everything has sort of gone past in a blur. Got a lot accomplished on the DGCC project, but I'm more motivated to stare at the wall.

Went for a walk at lunch, and saw someone lying in the grass. I think they were reading a book. They might have been pretending.

I sat down on a bench, and thought about continual reinvention. If you're not always changing, you're staying the same.

Then I decided to listen to Bright Eyes for the rest of the day. And drink Arizona Green Tea.

Post Marathon High

To respond to Alex's comment on the previous entry - yeah, the marathon was an overwhelming success. There's something truly addictive about a sport that lets you learn so much from experience. Although I don't feel that I am in the same condition I was in last spring, and certainly the weather this year was 100% ideal, compared to last year's hell on earth experience... the fact that I have now surrendered enough testosterone to run even splits made this marathon seem, I dare say, easy.

The weather was beautiful. For a runner. Overcast, dark skies, with the temperature hovering around 16C. I set out at my goal pace, around 7:40 min/mile, and I stuck with it. So often, when someone of seemingly lesser ability springs past you in the early stages - the temptation is to chase. After all, chasing is what got us to this point in our evolutionary path. If you couldn't chase, you didn't live.

In my brief history as a distance runner, chasing has led to death. If you chased, you barely finished.

I placed my trust in time. SO often I have heard the adage: "seconds at the start turn into minutes at the finish"... I have spent numerous hours listening to Steve tell me to slow down, enjoy the scenery, and remember the faces of those spry chasers when they sprint past, because you will see them in pain towards the finish.

This time, I followed everyone's advice.

The miles flew past.. Technologie got me through it. iPod, GPS, and well, Technologie (more on this later).

Points of the course that seemed endlessly awful last year, went by too fast. I was admiring the trees, awed by waterfalls, smelling flowers and enjoying the faces in the crowds.


A light sprinkling of rain began around mile 18; a welcome addition to the natural air conditioning of the day. Helped to wash the salt from my eyes.

Mile 20 came and went without notice. How disgusting is that. And so did its closest friends, 21, 22 and 23. At that point, the full marathon merged with the half, and the roads were full of people.

The final 3 miles were about surging ahead - because at mile 23, you're allowed to chase. Pick a coloured shirt up ahead, and tie a rope around them. With each step, pull them closer. Each coloured shirt was a distraction, leading to the demise of miles 24 and 25.

And then there was just over a mile to go.

And that distance disappeared as well. Mile 26 melted away in 7:35.

The sprint to the finish was a blur. No crawling allowed. Final time: 3:28:15. A new PR.

After everything in the last year... surgery, no job, new job... it could not have been more of a success.

Whats next?